oh great, I decided to change my blogskin back to the old one. Mid year examinations results would be out soon. Everything seems to be fast fowarding. Every week seems to pass in a blink of an eye. Big GOODLUCKS to peeps taking the Mother Tongue O Level Paper on Monday. I hope I would not have to retake at the end of the year. No more history repeats k?

Anyways, I felt very happy this few days. Had a heart felt talk with Adilah yesterday and I get to know that.. actually, I'm not the only one who feel lonely at times. But I have to learn to accept the fact that I'm not really surrounded by friends. I have to learn to be independant and learn to walk out of the school gate ALONE at the end of the year. Nobody is going to be leading the same life as me. It's just me and me alone. Maybe it's time for me to realise that.

I came to realise another thing. Relationships are fragile, very fragile. In a minute, we can be the best of friends but we might not in the next minute. It's complicated. Relationships are never simple. We build relationships on mutual trust. Maybe we might find innocent friendships in kindergarden or primary schools but as we grow up.. We change. Self-oblivious that we actually change to someone who desires for friends. We became selfish and critism. We CHOOSE our friends..